i left this out sorry. When i was writting it lead up to a point where damnd if i do, damned if i dont. Then i said to myself, "We have all these problems now! Even if we have problems they are inevitable, but problems are solveable. im sure its what lead us to the point we are now in life. So the biggest thing i said to my self is"Forget the stupid stuff people say and dont what feels right to me. If they cant see that doing good things(sorry about that Earl) good things happen. well forget them! I cannot apologie enough to you to all you good people.